So, Uh...

I often start conversations I don't care to have with the phrase, "So, uh..." I think that's how the people in my life know I'm not pleased with something or I'm about to be really sarcastic. I usually don't even realize I'm doing it, so I must do it often for it to have become second nature.

So, uh...I'm admitting to myself more and more that I am not a patient person. I hope I appear to be patient at least, because I find most impatience rude. There's no need for it, unless there is an urgent matter at hand (and then I don't consider it impatient, it's more prompt or something.)

I've been tested in my patience the last few days. I hope I'm doing well. But, it's difficult for me to admit my weaknesses in general, but especially in this area. It's something I'm aware of, and when I sense myself becoming impatient, I try to consciously monitor my actions - the way I say things, my facial expressions, and so on.

Please tell me I'm not the only one who feels this way :)